Don’t know what to say….###

Demanding God!!

With your blessings,
with support of my parents,
unwantedley friends
but important,
unfortunately reletives,

Without interst completed education,
finally got degree but dropout,

Want a job for living,
have to take responsebity,
have to earn money,

Getting salary but not happy,
taking loans but not able to pay instalment,
getting to many problems,

I am not fine not able to laugh yet all,

So, my dear god..

If are you there this is my chalenge..

If are you there,
if there is my soul,
if you have soul,
help me, show me the way to good life,
this is my prayer

i want to live good Life,
i want to learn more and stay live with good life.

I WANT THIS TYPE OF WIFE!! SUPPORTING WIFE!!

I WANT THIS TYPE OF WIFE!

She is setting on rice package

SHE is Waiting for her husband who is drinking in side
I thinked to talk with her but no,

They’re are labourers, working,
morning 9am to 6pm labour work, only one lunch break
staying in City in rent house with children

The thing is who is supporting each other only for drinks,
but in life whatever it may be wife should understand the matter,she will help.


just i thought like that.


i asked her why you are begging?

MOTHER’S IS MOTHER

i asked her why you are begging?

her reply!
nothing to eat,

why nothing to eat?
i don’t have job,

why you don’t have job?
i want to do job but i don’t a have proper address, and i have my kid ,

why you don’t have a proper address and who is the reason for your kid?
my husband is no more and his parents are thrown us out the house when my kid was 3years, now she is 6yr

she was crieing and also kid,
i given some money she went shop for food with water bottle she is eating now.

i was also getting late to office so i went to autostand.


THINKING VERY BAD

Dreams are very big and vision, storys are there for do short movie and movies, believing others is my weakness,and somke, drink, party s are my hobbies. want to became a film director, think is very high and high but dont know how to do?when to do?why to do?for whom? life is fucking me again and again, the time is going like like the flowing water, before i was thinking i have to take again hanging.